shewillbe;;

I mean this with out most kind-osity.. I dont think a relationship with you would ever be able to work. Right now I am really busy with with life and often it seems that its just passing me by and I need to remind myself to stop and take it all in. Being in a relationship would just add to the business and Im not ready to commit to that. When we dated last year, it was great. And you did teach me tons of things. But right now I think we are on different levels both spiritually and emotionally. I think Im a more serious person than I was, and Im more of an adult. (Not to say you arent... But I mean, some of the things you do Im not into.. and thats fine. I am older than you are, and I guess I do things people my age do.. And as weird and confusing and possibly contradicting as that sounds... I know you'll find someone who likes the same things you do, and is more on your level) Also right now I just dont know if I look at you the same way I did before. And I know that everyone makes mistakes.. But Its hard when someone you respect and look up too makes one.. And I really did look up to you. The best gift you could have given me was saying no. That means alot and I do thank you still for that. So maybe the people that are happy we arent together anymore can continue to be happy. I know right now I am living life to the fullest and you should too. I think we can both admit that a relationship between us could never work out again.. right?? Your the one who said it first.. and I came to terms with that. I realized how really different we are and that we wouldnt be able to make "us" work. I dont know where the future will lead me, or you for that matter, but just promise me that you'll keep being you. Dont change for anyone and remember that saying No is sometimes the best thing you can do.