shewillbe;;

so just now.. as in, maybe 13 minutes ago.. i mention to my mom how im feeling really sad again.. she asked why.. and i said since she mentioned so and so i started feeling lost and lonley again. she laughed in my face. okay. whatever. i ignored it. maybe a few seconds later i mention i may call in sick because i am feeling really ill. and when i get in a low depressed state and i cant function. needless to say i just finished working 2 graveyaards, which also adds to my mental drainedness. ANYWAYS. i mention how im depressed and my loving mother AGAIN snickers in my face. this is something she always does. and i had had enough. i know you are saposed to respect your parents.. but seriously.. enough is enough. i mention told her.. "i dont appreciate how you laugh in my face each time i tell you im depressed. i dont see it as a laughing a matter and it seriously pisses me off when you snicker at something so serious" she just stared. she had no idea what to say. i thought maybe then would be a good time to mention i started si again. but i didnt.