hmm.

you know.

to be 99.9% honest.

im still not over it.

i still think of you quite often.

and i still wonder if you think think of me.

its driving me crazy because i want to make you happy.

maybe its because you were my first true. true. relationship.

the first person i actually cared about enough to let close enough.

the first person i didnt deliberately ignore or avoid.

i dont know. i wish things were different.

i think i left the ball in your court.

i hope youll text me. or call me.

and we'll talk again.

as people.

friends.



i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.

-s7



/an i remember when you started calling me your misses.
all the play fighting.
all the flirtatous disses.

dreams.
dreams.
of when we had first started things.
dreams. of you and me.
it seems.
it seems.
that i cant shake those memories.
i wonder if you feel the same way too.

the first time that you introduced me to your friends.
and you could tell that I was nervous so you held my hand.
when I was feeling down. you made that face you do.
theres no one in the world that could replace you.\