my mutti is a very smart lady. one of the many traits i love about her.
she told me today. that the reason i like "him" so much is because he is safe. safe meaning. he isnt attracted to me "that way" and he likes me a friend. and. i can be with him and not worry about how i act. which i spose is true. i do like him as a friend. but i think i wouldnt think twice if he asked me to be his girlfriend. (which he wont, because he doesnt see me that way). this is why i like being with him. because its a safe situation in which, i dont need to worry about him pushing me into things or trying to take more than im willing to give. but.. because he keeps the line drawn. it makes me want to cross it. its a catch 22. whats a catch 22 anyways?
she told me today. that the reason i like "him" so much is because he is safe. safe meaning. he isnt attracted to me "that way" and he likes me a friend. and. i can be with him and not worry about how i act. which i spose is true. i do like him as a friend. but i think i wouldnt think twice if he asked me to be his girlfriend. (which he wont, because he doesnt see me that way). this is why i like being with him. because its a safe situation in which, i dont need to worry about him pushing me into things or trying to take more than im willing to give. but.. because he keeps the line drawn. it makes me want to cross it. its a catch 22. whats a catch 22 anyways?
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