kadl;fja;fja

it has been a incredible stressfullll two days. yesterday i found out my position, which was temporary, is now being posted as permanent. which means i need to re-apply, and the chances of me getting it back are slim to nill since i dont have much siniority. :( so thats really tragic because i have so many bills to pay and i was planning on moving out on feburary. and its just so lame. im going to apply for the position again. and pray like a crazy person that i get it. stressing event number two is that this morning i dropped jake off at the vet to be... "fixed". MY POOR BABY. :( hes gona be a cone head for a few days. dangit. i just want to sleep. i think i'll nap and try and stop thinking of all this dumb stuff. like being un-employeed and shafted back to casual, and a puppy that is a half boy half girl.