rant rant rave rave.

chase: so when can we hang out
me: i dont know..
chase: why dont we watch a movie tonight
me: okay. which did you have in mind?
chase: doesnt matter.
me: well pick one then let me know.
chase: your house or mine?
me: what?!
chase: your place then?
me: i thought you wanted to GO to a movie...
chase: no i said watch a movie
me: oh.. okay..
chase: well?
me: maybe we shouldnt hang out alone like that..
chase: why?
me: uh.. you have a girlfriend.. called Becky..
chase: and?
me: okay. and, well given our past we shouldnt be alone together because we will probably end doing things that we will regret.
chase: regret?
me: YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND.
chase: holly told me you were seeing someone. so you;d let yourself cheat on him?
me: uh. no. he broke up with me. I AM single.
chase: so we'll hang out at your place? or you can come here?
me: you know. even though I dont think highly of becky.. i am not going to let you do to her, what you did to me. when you took my virginity, and cheated on me three months later, only to empregnant the girl you slept with.. that pain.. that pain of being cheated on, the pain of trusting someone with that tint piece you cant ever get back.. trusting someone that much...only to have them throw it all away.. is something i would not wish on anyone..
chase: you really think we would hook up?
me: yes. i do. so no we shouldnt hang out.
chase: but your single. and im practically single..
me: uuuugh...
chase: why dont we just go for a drive.. to our favorite spot.. the hill..
me: im not responding anymore.. "the hill" is not my favorite spot. loosing my virginity in the backseat of your car, and then you dumping me.. taking me out on a date a few months after you dump me, and ending up parking in the same exsact spot doing the exsact same things the NIGHT before Im saposed to leave to for bible college. thanks. thanks a bunch. but for the record, the hill is not my favorite spot. its where a piece of me died. and where you took something i cant everr get back.