shewillbe;;

I am not pregnant.
But I am okay with that.
As a old wise woman.. (okay shes not old.. she Just turned 24 today)
once told me...
"If you arent pregnant, just remember.. God has bigger plans in mind"
And you know what. Shes right.
My summer is almost here.
My Bailey is almost here.
And with road trips and silly nights...
Who wants a pregnant woman wadding and tagging along. (kidding)
I am a tad bit sad that God did not bless me with my miracle baby. [[On another note.. if I had been pregnant, baby may have had some problems due to the fact I am on anti-depressants, anti-axniety, and sleeping pills.. not to mention the "failed birthcontrol"]]
But he did answer a different prayer.
He sent me Bailey.
And Bailey will be here Aug 1st.
I am slowing believing that everything happens for a reason.
I dont know why I havent had a period since April.
But its okay. And Im okay.
God has a bigger and better plan for me.
All I have to is take the wheel and let him lead me.