shewillbe;;

yesterday i drove down our old street. but i couldnt drive past our house. not yet. im still not ready. so its good i dont have to ever go past it.

when i got to my destination. i told my friend how i drove past our old street. and how it made me miss you. and how i had to suck it up and be strong. i told her i couldnt even read the street sign. it was too hard.

funny what a few sips of malibu rum can do. funny how i mixed two drinks out of one mickey. funny how i let loose. and how i hooked up with someone... just to make myself think that i am closer to being over you.