shewillbe;;

i put you in my past for a reason. but you will recieve a phone call from me tonight. im trying so hard not to hate you for what you did to me. your sick and disgusting and i cant even believe that i was so stupid. im beating myself up over this when really its you who i should be beating. i keep telling myself i am the better person. but im not. i could scream im so angry. just when i decide to change who i was, and put things and people in the past. i have to go back to that same creepy and dark past and re-enter it. i cant stand you.