5.15.2009

secret again?
i havent been able to eat in an entire week.
why?
i dont know.
everything that goes down.. makes me nauseous.
i hate feeling nauseous.
today dad brought home chinese food.
mom forced me to eat since i havent ate anything in a week.
i ate the chinese food.
and after everyone settle away from the table.
i went to the bathroom. and forced it all back out.
it wasnt very flattering.
it was actually digusting seeing the undigested food slowly force its out out.
like sqeezing a tube of toothpaste.
disgusting.
again though.
i finally am feeling in controll.
finally.

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