shewillbe;;

i dont know what i'd do if i ran into you on the street.. in the mall.. at a show..
i have no idea.
i dont know how i would react. if it would be a good thing or bad.
you see.
in my mind ive made you this fictional character. someone who doesnt exist. someone who NEVER existed. its the only thing i could do. the only thing i could do to get better. and to help myself heal. but they say you can only heal when the hurting stops. but what if the hurting never stops..