shewillbe;;

So its the 29th!
I didnt blog yesterday morning because I was WAY too busy with getting ready for the surgery... and plus they called me at 10:30am asking if I could come in for the surgery asap. So we headed to the hospital and I was on the operating table by 12.

Mum and dad came with me. And Erin surprised me with Daisies and magazines and a stuffed puppy that looks just like Angus! Erin stayed with mum and dad untill I came out of recovery, then she left for work.

I peed once and then they let me be discharged at like..4pm? So it really wasnt too bad.

Im not gonna lie. I started crying when they put the oxygen mask on me. The IV didnt even hurt. And I was talking about my piercings and tatts with my main nurse for the surgery. But the second they put the oxygen mask on me. I started bawling. My nurse told me.. "Just pretend your on the beach in Cuba".. "Been there, done that" I said to her. "Well think of that then sweets" She told me. So I remember telling myself over and over.. "Its Christmas, Amanda and I are on the beach in Cuba" (Which is our plan for Christmas anyway). So thats what I thought about while I dozed off.

When I woke up the nurse told me I had been asking for Amanda since the second the breathing tube came out. Ha. They told me there was no nurse named Amanda.. LOL. Then once I woke up abit more I asked for Amanda again and told they that was my girlfriend!! :) Too funny.

So I have some excellent news and I truely believe it is because the prayers and thoughts that everyone sent me!!

The tumour was able to be removed on its own. The doctor was able to save my ovary and my fallopian tube. Thank Goodness!! I have never been so happy. We had orignally thought from the ultrasounds that the tumour was wrapped around the ovary, but the doctor was able to cut the tumour right off. It did get sent away to find out if it was benign or not. So one last hurdle to over come.

Thanks so much for all your prayers, thoughts, and warm wishes.
Im doing well right now! Im in alot of pain, but thats all expected. I have 4 incisions, one on each hip bone, one through my belly button, and one alone my pubic hair line. They all hurt like hell and if Im not taking tylenol and advil every 2 hours I cant even stand straight or walk. So Im definately keeping myself medicated.

I'll also make a pretty cute preggo lady! My stomach is swollen and I look pregnant. But its cute. :) haha.

I'll update in a few days. :)