can i keep you?

When I moved back I changed my number back to a local number. I texted a few people asking if they wanted to do coffee and catch up... One person in particular I texted- K. K replied and asked if she could bring someone with her. If you know me I am never one to be a third wheel. I feel awkward and I just hate that feeling. So I cancelled. (Which is totally like me)

One night I noticed that K was online and we started chatting. We ended up chatting untill the birds came out at 5am. I knew then that I needed a second chance at this whole "coffee" thing because we had so many little things in common and I really felt like she could be my new best friend.

K invited me to a concert. We went to the concert together and then in typical lesbian fashion spent every day together after that. We would go for walks. Talk about EVERYTHING and anything. We went to a poetry reading. We'd go look at art at the museum. Everything I suggested to do, she also loved doing. So needless to say we connected really well. I was so glad I had taken a chance on her. Because in all honesty I was terrified that night I drove to pick her up. I was a mess! Sweating. Stuttering. Not making sense. All normal in my world. But I guess she didnt mind.

Anyway. We started out as friends. And together decided to make it official.  It was obvious we were both attracted to each other and both connected so well.

One week after K and I started dating we got in my car and drove to Calgary. :) I love that shes spontaneous like me. We also took in a music festival together and she saw me after 3 days with no shower and no make up. (Impressive she stuck around I know;))

K makes me so happy. I wake up with a dorky smile on my face everyday wondering if I'll get to see her and I miss her 30 seconds after she leaves. Its a feeling I have never felt before. A love that I have never known. I honestly and truly believe and know that shes just as crazy about me as I am about her. I know that shes in love with me. And I know that nothing can change that.
I know its still early on. But things have been so smooth. And each time we've argued we've been able to solve it and then I always "Lets never fight again". But when youre dealing with me... haha. Im so stubborn. But shes so calm. She balances me so perfectly.  And she makes me my heart happy and makes life worth living. And right now in this moment. I feel infinite. Like together we could conqur anything. : 3